Gretchen
Gretchen
lay down next to David and got as close as she dared. She wanted to touch him and wrap her arms
around him.
Beth
was snoring quietly and Sayako was lying down with her eyes closed. She didn’t know if Sayako was sleeping, dead
or both. The difference between the two
was smaller than most people realized.
She
saw his helmet lying on the ground and picked it up. It was heavier than it looked and she
wondered how he wore it every day. After
turning it over and around she put it on her head.
In
the faint glow of the magic flashlight she saw David look up at her and
smile.
“It
looks good on you,” he said.
She
felt herself smile.
“Maybe
I can join the army. I could be an
officer and charge in on my warhorse with my saber pointing the way.”
“Wrong
century, Gretch.”
“I
know, but sometimes the old ways are more interesting.”
She
lay back down next to him, using the padded helmet as a pillow. It was surprisingly comfortable that
way.
“I
used to sleep like that,” he said. “I
had many days like this, nothing by my pack, helmet, gun and a hard floor as a
home.
She
turned over on her side to get a good look at him. He was on his side looking back at her.
“I’m
sorry you were dragged into this,” she said.
“No,
I’m sorry. I think Nylarthotep’s gunning
for me and you guys got caught up in the cross fire.”
“I
think my magic attracts unwanted attention.
I don’t know why you two tolerate my presence. I know I’m a freak.”
He
didn’t say anything. He only looked at
her with those kind eyes of his. She
couldn’t take his gaze any longer and looked away. She didn’t know what he saw when he looked at
her. Did he see a pariah that would
never fit into society? Did he pity
her?
David
was everything about the world that she wanted.
He was normal, smart, funny and warm.
She didn’t deserve him as a friend.
Then
she felt his hand on her shoulder. She
turned back and saw that he was leaning up on his elbow looking down at
her.
Still
he didn’t say a word.
“Yes?” She managed to get out with a shaky
voice. Just his near proximity was
making her feel strange all over.
Then
he cleared his throat and backed off a little.
“Gretchen,
you’re an amazing person. I’ve never met
anyone as strange, unique and interesting as you. I’m honored to have you as a friend.”
She
felt herself smiling again and she gathered the courage to look him in the
eye.
“You
mean that?” She asked.
He
nodded.
“May
I hold your hand?” She asked before she
could stop herself.
He
smiled and his warm, calloused hand slipped over hers. She hadn’t expected him to want to hold her
monstrous hand, but he hadn’t hesitated.
She
wanted to reach up and stroke his cheek and run her fingers through his
hair.
Then
David leaned in and kissed her lightly on the lips. It was a small, light peck but it stopped her
breathing and every muscle in her body tensed.
It wasn’t tense out of defense or fear, but of anticipation and
nervousness.
He
opened his eyes and looked into hers.
All power of speech left her and she didn’t know what to say or do.
Fortunately,
he did.
He
kissed her again and this time he didn’t break away. Hesitantly she brought her hand up and put in
to his cheek. She had never dared touch
him like this. It felt perfect.
She
had never experienced anything as wonderful as this kiss. It was warm, soft and tingled every nerve
ending she had. She had no idea that her
lips could feel so much sensation at once.
Gretchen
ventured to kiss back and soon she found herself in a kind of natural and
rolling rhythm with the kissing. It was
almost like a game but the goal was to let the other player in instead of
keeping them away.
He
was now on top of her and his weight felt reassuring and pleasant. One of his hands went down and rested on her
hip and the other held the back of her head.
His touch felt like electricity.
She
ran her hand through his hair and he responded by kissing her harder. That felt even better and she returned his
kiss even more, but this time she found herself lightly biting his lower
lip.
When
he began kissing her neck she took the opportunity to speak.
“I
don’t know how you can even stand looking at me like this,” she whispered.
“That’s
not the real you.”
“Are
you sure?”
“Yes. I know the real Gretchen and she doesn’t look
like this.”
“So…you
don’t mind?”
“It’s
an illusion; nothing more.”
“Then
you think my real form is pretty?”
“I
haven’t been able to take my eyes off you since that first day I saw you in
class.”
She
had had no idea. She assumed that he had
thought little of her at first like everyone else did. Outsiders seemed almost repulsed by her at
high school. Now she questioned it and
wondered why.
“One
of us should stay up and guard in case those mummies show up again,” he said
between kisses on her neck and ear. She
particularly liked the ear kisses. As much as she liked it, she wanted the full
thing again and she grabbed his chin and moved him back to her mouth.
This
time his whole body moved with the rhythm and she found her body following in
the same way.
Her
arms wrapped around his neck and her legs wrapped around his waist. It was strange and she didn’t understand it,
but she found her body wanting to do certain things. She had seen others do similar things during
the orgies back home at the reef and never thought she’d want to do them.
“Hey! Keep it down you two! I try to sleep here,” Sayako said.
Gretchen
quickly broke off and scampered to her own space and David did likewise.
“Sorry,”
David said.
“Shut
up,” Sayako said.
She
sat there, going over everything that had just happened and trying to figure it
all out. She looked over at David and
saw the giant grin on his face and couldn’t contain her own.
“That
was amazing,” she whispered.
“Likewise.”
She
was breathing heavily like she had just swam a couple of laps.
One
thing was certain: she wanted to do it again.
She
had never been kissed before and found that she liked doing it more than
anything else, even more than swimming.
Despite
having never done it before, she had found it natural and self
explanatory.
She
could still feel his lips on her as she went to sleep.
In
the morning they shared grinning looks and continued on down the impossibly
long hall.
As
they got closer she could feel the vibrations in the air grow stronger. They were almost there.
An
hour later they came to a pair of doors with carvings of strange gods all over
it. Some of them resembled the
alchemical illustrations from Dr. Nelson’s presentation. In the middle was Yog Soggoth, the Gibbering
Mad God. On the bottom left was one that
had bat wings, claws and an octopus head: Cthulhu.
David
tested the door but it was locked.
Simple solution. She easily did
her “open” spell and the door swung open.
What
greeted them was an enormous room as big as an Olympic stadium with four giant
statues in each corner that looked as though the were holding the ceiling
up. In the middle of the room was a
pyramid as big as the outside pyramid only this one had a staircase going up
the front.
At
the top of the pyramid was a throne with a tall back. It was too far away to get a clear view, but
someone was sitting on the throne.
Someone with black hair and pale skin.
David
pulled out his binoculars and looked at the sitting figure.
“I
think it’s her,” he said.
“Of
course its her,” a voice said. It
sounded like Dr. Nelson but she couldn’t tell where it was coming from.
“Dr.
Nelson?” David asked.
“Yes
and no. I was once known by that name,”
the voice said. “Have you come to harm
my goddess, the Queen of the crossroads, the Dark Goddess of the Moon?”
She
didn’t like where this was going so she began to prepare the “messenger” spell
to inform Nylarthotep of Hecate’s location.
“I
will not let you harm my goddess!” Dr.
Nelson roared in a voice that didn’t sound quite human.
Then
something stepped out from behind one of the four colossi. If it had ever been a man it wasn’t obvious
and its appearance distracted her for a moment from her spell.
The
thing that was once Dr. Nelson was massive.
It was easily twenty feet tall with four long, spindly legs ending in
three clawed toes. Tentacles sprouted
out from all over its bulbous body and they whipped around as if furious of
their own existence. A long neck rose out from the center and at the end was an
elongated head, almost like a skinned horse, but with twisted, asymmetrical
horns and crooked, dagger teeth.
“What
the…” Beth said.
“Guys,
I no like this,” Sayako said, slowly backing away.
“I
can smell your fear,” Dr. Nelson said.
“What
did she do to you?” David asked.
“She
gave me power to serve her.”
David
snapped his machine to his shoulder and let loose a burst. The muzzle flash illuminated the space around
him. The bullets hit Dr. Nelson to no
visible effect.
“Not
good,” David said.
Gretchen
drew three connecting circles on the ground with her finger and said the final
words of the spell. She felt the energy
leave her body and shoot away. It was
done. She had done what Nylarthotep had
wanted. Of course, that guaranteed
nothing.
The
Dr. Nelson creature roared and began charging at them in an awkward, lopsided
gait. David fired another long burst
then shouted for them to go back into the hall.
The thing was too big to go into the hall but somehow that wasn’t
terribly comforting.
Suddenly
the monster stopped short. She looked
back to see what caused it to stop.
Standing
in front of it was a tall figure dressed all in red. Its arms were folded and it appeared as
though it were looking down at the ground.
Nylarthotep had come.
The
figure on the throne stood up and began walking down the stairs. She could see Hecate’s pale legs through the
slits in the sides of her dress and she descended.
“Be
gone from this place,” Hecate said.
“I
came to find out why you left my hospitality,” Nylarthotep said.
“This
is my place of power, not yours.”
Nylarthotep
laughed.
“A
place of power like a child hiding in his crib.”
“You
know nothing,” Hecate said.
“I
know more than you’ll ever be able to and it’s so far above you that you don’t
see then end so you call it nothing.”
Hecate
came to the floor and Gretchen got a good look at her. She was beautiful. Her eyes were the blackest things she had
ever seen. Her hair trailed on the floor
behind her and her transparent black dress seemed to move under an unseen wind.
She could feel the magic pouring off of
this goddess.
Then
the red god turned back toward them.
“You
have done all that I have asked and you shall have my reward,” Nylarthotep said
and began walking toward them. As he
approached she felt more than saw a faceless man in jeans and well worn cowboy
boots. She saw a pharaoh with coal black
skin and fiery eyes. She saw thousands
of forms all stacked on top of each other like a grotesque funhouse
mirror.
It
had only been an instant but time moved differently here. Sometimes if was stronger than at other
times. The moon had something to do with
it.
“I’ll
return you back home, buckle in my little boyscouts,” the cowboy boots wearing
Nylarthotep said in a thick southern accent.
Then
the undead lich Nylarthotep in black robes and a staff topped with the skull of
a saint raised his hand and there was a painful flash of light.
*
Suddenly
Gretchen found herself back in her bed.
She struggled with the sheets that had become tangled up in her limbs
and looked at the clock: Three in the
morning.
Her
mind instantly went to David and Beth.
Had they awakened as she had or had Nylarthotep deceived her?
She
didn’t have a phone like they did so she flipped her laptop open and got on
Facebook. She quickly sent off a message
to David and Beth and within moments she got back replies from both of
them.
They
were safe and had just woken up. They
asked if it was over and she assured them that they were back to their proper
reality and that she didn’t sense anything out of the ordinary.
Gretchen
walked to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. She was back to normal, well, at least human
looking. Her familiar gray eyes looked
back at her and her hands no longer were webbed and clawed.
Since
she was already nude she stepped into the tub and took a very long shower. She could still feel the sand from the desert
all over her.
After
the shower she wrapped a towel around her head and grabbed a can of soda from
her mini fridge: another “necessity” that Beth had informed her she
needed. Beth had been correct.
She
lay down on top of her covers and stared up at the ceiling, imagining the
unfamiliar stars and the giant yellow moon of the dream world.
Had
all that really happened or was the definition of “reality” subjective? She knew there were other planes or existence
and that sometimes the different planes could be bridged. After all, the Old Ones existed in a place
that was neither here nor there. Could a
space exist free of time or were they inseparable?
So
many questions filled her mind that she couldn’t sleep.
But
then one thought emerged and rose up over all others and her hand went to touch
her lips.
Even
now she could still feel the sensation of David’s lips.
She
wanted more of it.
But
how much could she expect from David and how much should she even ask for? She knew none of the rules and feared she’d
get in trouble if she didn’t go about this in a normal way.
So
she messaged Beth, “need advice.”
“About
what?” Beth messaged back.
“What
are the rules for normal relationships and physical intimacy?”
“Who
calls it that?”
“I
do.”
“Just
call it what it is. Making out, the horizontal mambo, knocking boots.”
“I’m
serious.”
“Why
you asking?” Beth asked.
She
didn’t know what to tell Beth. Was a
kiss something that was supposed to be a secret or was it free for everyone to
know? She knew so little of the rules
that she decided she had to know something.
“Me
and David kissed. I don’t know what to
do now.”
It
was a full minute before Beth responded.
“Did
you want him to kiss you?”
“Yes.”
“I
guess you two can kiss how ever much you want now. That door’s open.”
“So
it wouldn’t be bad to ask for another kiss?”
“Not
at all.”
Gretchen
opened the chat window to David.
“I
can’t sleep. Would you like to come over
to my dorm and kiss me some more? I
enjoyed it very much.”
The
answer came back in less than a second.
She wondered how he typed so fast.
“Hell
yes!” Was his response.
She
couldn’t help but smile.
“You’re
coming over then?”
But
she got no answer and she wondered if he was already out the door.
Then
she realized that she was nude except for a towel around her head so she
changed into one of her knee length skirts and Flyleaf T-shirt.
Less
than a minute after she finished dressing there was a knock at the door. She opened it to find David there with his
hands in his navy jacket pockets and a slight grin on his face.
“So,
you enjoyed it, huh?” He said.
She
motioned for him to enter and she closed the door behind him.
“I
did, very much,” she said. “But what
does it mean?”
“I
didn’t kiss you just to have fun.”
“But,
does that mean we’re boyfriend and girlfriend?”
“What
do you think?”
She
paused for a moment and folded her arms as she thought.
“I
would like it to be so.”
“Then
let’s make it official. Please be my
girlfriend.”
“Yes.”
“See? That was easy.”
He
took off his coat and tossed it over a chair.
He was wearing a shoulder holster for his broom handled Mauser she had
given him. He looked quiet dashing and a
little dangerous.
Now
that their relationship was defined she found that she still had no clue what
to do. What did boyfriend and girlfriend
do?
“What
happened now?” She asked.
“I
thought you invited me over for something.”
“Oh,
well, I did. But how…?”
He
walked over to her and brushed her check with his hand. Then he cupped her face with both hands and
kissed her. They kissed for a long while
and somehow ended up on the bed.
At
breakfast Beth informed her that she had gotten to “Second Base,” though the
definition eluded her.